today

my secret of the day is that i have decided to make myself a better person and change the way i have been. i'm going to make my parents proud to call me their daughter and i will prove to everyone that i am okay. i love you all. :)

My name

My secret of the day is my name. I have three personalities, they will always be apart of me and no one can take them away and no matter how hard i try i cant even get rid of them but that is okay i have learned to deal with them and control them. well for the most part there are only a few times that they can get out of control and usually you'll find me to be moody or just off. but don't worry its just a phase and it usually passes by fast. but anyways my name lol when people call me by my name that i was given when i was adopted it puts me more into that personality and when people call me by the name i was given at birth then i tend to act and even kind of think differently. But the name i want to go by i was given by my lover :) I love being called by this name but only a few people call me by my name, the name i want to be called. 

My name is; Sarendipity Fallon Star :) I'm not going to give my last name lol 

my fault?

so i'm thinking my secret today is that i'm sad. i look nice today took my time and got ready i come to school smile and laugh joke with my friends but inside i want to cry:/ for some reason i don't know why i feel like this.
but then my lover came to school and made me happy :D i'm glad he's in my life
I just feel bad what i have put him through and what consequences we may have to face.
he says i'm not but could his anger be my fault?